blog entries!!!


happy birthday rui!!!! sorry i dont have the time to write a long entry rn, im SO TIRED! D: i watched the virtual live and i smiled a ton! screenshotted rui a million times,got his new bday card..hes so cute ilysm rui. i drew this for his bday :3

rui milkshakeee

I WENT TO MINISO!!!:3 well.. i went there yesterday, but i was too tired to make a new entry by the time i got home T-T it was fullll of people, im surprised the cute pink stuff wasnt all sold out! i wouldve totally bought the keychains/plushies, but they were pretty expensive, so i only got 2 as gifts for my friends. my mom actually bought things for herself! shes usually embarrassed about using cute merch, im happy she got stuff for herself too. they had a really cute hello kitty leopard print collection!!! i wish they sold more stuff that was in the purple/pink colorway for that line. heres a haul of what i got, excluding gifts and stuff my mom bought. . .


sorry for the bad pics, my desk is a total mess! i hate being depressed.

thisll be a short entry! im abt to sleep!
im feeling pretty okay! we have a new computer now, so i might be able to work on the site again (i havent used it yet..)
i didnt do much today but after the last entry, i watched some of angelbeats and im enjoying it :D i finished ep 10 a few days ago! so excited to see the finale! i quite like kanade so far, shes cute!
i gotta sleep early tho! im going to the mall tomorrow, because guess what?!?! A MINISO OPENED RECENTLY!!!!! i hope it wont be TOO full of people, its already been like 2 weeks since it opened. maybe ill post a haul here if im able to :3

everyone, I HAVE TRAGIC NEWS!!!!! D: the computer i coded this entire site on is GONE, so i can no longer use it. pien. im doing this on my phone rn!!!!! i hope i get my own computer one day. i miss working on my little corner of the internet already!!! ill occasionally check/update my site (minor changes, like correcting or updating text), but dont expect any new pages 4 now :(
in other news, i had fun today! things werent so horrible atleast. i was home alone, which is rare, so i was in a fun call for a bit! the moment was short lived, but i really enjoyed it! though..i was really awkward. i never use my voice on the internet, so it feels SO WEIRD to talk on call.. ppl can hear anything from my room, so i cant really record audio messages or call. its just too embarrassing! D: atleast it was only with one person i trust, and we were watching something, so we didnt speak much. uugghhh i hate how i got all nervous and my voice sounded a bit high pitch.. seriously how does she put up with someone like me?! ///
im now going to check out this interesting anime called angelbeats. ive heard good things about it, so im excited! on the topic of anime, i FINALLY made a MAL account! im actually pretty lazy, so it looks really empty right now. i made it for that exact reason lol

went to my grandmas house today (or rather. . . yesterday. its 1am lol) and it was chill.
i got to see my lil cousins, and surprisingly they werent super noisy today. the food was tasty. the coffee was disgusting (NO hate to my grandma. thats purely on me. i made the coffee myself and added too much water and milk)
im feeling neutral, i guess. im supposed to be working on this site right now, but for some reason i just. . . dont feel like it. maybe ill go play on my brothers ds for a bit idk

im doing. . . eh.
its gonna be someone dear to me's birthday soon, but some personal stuff just went down, and now im really worried about her. im not gonna go into detail here, but i really do wish the best for her
i consider her to be the person closest to me in my life. it just hurts to hear about the stuff that went down. atleast now some sorta more relieving news came out about it, but ill try to check in on her as much as i can.
i hope she has fun in her birthday. im gonna try my hardest to give her the awesomest gift for this year!!!! i wanna do this for all the years to come!!!

no entry yet. . . . . i just made this page lol. i really like journaling sometimes. :3 though please keep in mind i barely leave the house so i wont update this page daily. i dont really like going out much :P